Jun. 19th, 2024

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Glory has chosen me
A corridor in the sky beckons me
Yes or no (are shown to me)
My instinct is to step out
(MY CREATURE)
 
While I'm restrained in the iron bars of inertia
what awakens is a more ferocious version of myself
(Reach me first, higher
Swear to yourself, don't let me down, yeah)
I'm knocking on the door
 
No turning back until I reach the light
 
Strongly, strongly, I'm tempted, enticed
I can't just give up
Like a beast, hunting and gnashing its teeth on its prey
Am I rising? Am I falling?
The spiral reflects my consciousness
That's the key to this cage
I rip off, my blood pumping hot
My creature
 
As if you're laughing at my challenge
the everyday words twist at my feet
From downstairs (creeping up)
despair crawls up
(NO FUTURE)
 
As if to inspire my wavering heart,
I echo, "Go for it, no matter what happens"
(If you don't go through with it, game over
What happens after? Don't give a damn, ya)
I hurry past the temptations
 
Holding on to the dreams I picked up on this journey
 
The future is always, always uncertain
We're all running and wandering in the dark
Each time I cross through the darkness, my vision gets clearer
Instead of waiting for the light to shine on me
I'll put myself in the spotlight
I'll burn away any compromise with my passion
and leave not an ash behind
My creature
 
The compass points overhead
I won't lose hope
I'm almost at the summit, just try
 
Strongly, strongly, I'm tempted, enticed
I can't just give up
Like a beast, hunting and gnashing its teeth on its prey
Am I rising? Am I falling?
The spiral reflects my consciousness
That's the key to this cage
I rip off, my blood pumping hot
My creature
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(You're too damn good)
What's up with this?
Why the hell, you're too good
What's up with this?
 
Even if I challenge it with all my might,
the wall I can barely break through
seems like an easy
victory, for you
This is unfair
We've both put in a lot of effort
so what's the difference between my steps and yours?
 
Oh chasing, chasing, chasing, why?
Because I can't leave things the way they are
Craving, craving, craving for what?
Every time I become aware of my negative emotions, they escalate
This half-hearted conflict is enough
 
Admittedly,
that's why I'm racing —
I won't give up on this fight...
 
Always, you're too much,
you're too smart — no matter what you do
you're perfect, so complete
It's super annoying
For real, ah, you're too much,
you're too smart — it's so frustrating
Through all these difficulties
is there no way to win against you?
My contradictory emotions
are taking me over
More than anyone else, you're too much,
you're too smart — but I can't
keep silent for any longer
What's up with this?
 
(You're too damn good)
What's up with this?
(You're too damn good)
 
When we kicked off at the same time
we were playing 
just a bit better together, so why?
Somewhere along the way, I couldn't take the risk
and I get frustrated with myself
so I'll get bold and go wild
 
Even you would say
something like
"I'm not even close", wouldn't you?
 
I won't take a single step back, no matter what it takes
I'll be moving on, clashing with others, closing the gap
Am I the only one moving this desperately?
I don't care if I can't see — I'm breaking my limits
My expression was relaxed
but it's changing to serious
More than anyone else, you're too much,
you're too smart — but I'm getting tired
of looking at your back all the time
What's up with this?
 
You've got the style
to make it through any situation
You're perfect, it's crazy, crazy
I admit it with my whole heart
but I can't stop being jealous
 
Always, you're too much,
you're too smart — no matter what you do
you're perfect, so complete
It's super annoying
For real, ah, you're too much,
you're too smart — it's so frustrating
Through all these difficulties
is there no way to win against you?
My contradictory emotions
are taking me over
More than anyone else, you're too much,
you're too smart — but I can't
keep silent for any longer
What's up with this?
 
(You're too damn good)
What's up with this?
(You're too damn good)
 

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