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Three hours past midnight, yeah
You call me suddenly, yeah
Saying you wanna whine before you let me whine
You wanna fight me? Yeah
There are germs encamping in my head
The buffering doesn't reach my heart
All I've been doing lately is faking a smile
It's like a nail with chipped polish
It's easy to blame it on someone else
I'm tired of my part-time job, ugh
God, today's the best, too
Hi cheese
If you wanna cry, then smile and hi cheese
Bye bye
That's germs for your heart
I don't like it!
I'll be a three year old kid my whole life —
lazy, doing things my way, and talkative
I'll cat-punch with my pissed off heart
So my mentality goes bye bye-rus
It's painful to have a dream
But it's troublesome to live without a dream
It's hard to walk around fumbling
But if there was a teacher, it'd be super annoying
Just act normal?
We're emotionally unstable
But I'm actually grateful for that
God, this is seriously the best
Hi cheese
If you wanna cry, then smile and hi cheese
Bye bye
That's germs for your heart
I don't like it!
You already know
I'm tired of pretending to be serious, no more
Rain or shine, it's fine to be negative
Let me go!
Hi cheese
If you wanna cry, then smile and hi cheese
Bye bye
That's germs for your heart
I don't like it!
the morning brings
another boring day, like it's tracing over yesterday
my hand reaches for the papier-mâché sky
and i unconsciously sigh
if this life was a movie
this would be the chapter one you'd skip
compared to everyone else, though
my worries seem pretty trivial, huh?
the sun in the ceiling is laughing at me
it's frustrating, and i'm vexed,
but even so,
hanging on to the past,
clinging to the present,
hoping for the future,
i'll stand my ground and keep walking
even when i lose and i'm tattered
even as my tears wither
i'm hurts, i'm lonely
and i'm helpless, but —
to make the perfect last scene
one that stands out —
through the boredom and despair
that's why i'm living today too
when the night falls, in my room without a single knock
my worries for tomorrow stand at my bedside
the more people who worry about me
the less places i have to run away
if i made up my mind and decided right now
to end this life
i wonder where all those responsibilities for tomorrow would go?
just kidding, i don't have that kind of courage right now
the moon looks down on me, dissatisfied, and rushes me
i want to run away, i'm so pathetic
but even so,
hanging on to the past,
clinging to the present,
hoping for the future,
i'll keep acting through this life
even when i lose and i'm tattered
even as my tears wither
i'm hurts, i'm lonely
and i'm helpless, but —
to make the perfect last scene
one that shines —
through the boredom and despair
that's why i'm living today too
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i'm sick and tired of not having as much as everyone else
every time i catch up, i get further away
from the definition of happiness someone decided
in this everyday full of vague answers
there's times when i get sick of it, but
don't mind, because the unchangeable past
can be as beautiful as i want it to be
alright, it's up to us
living casually, because it's right now, it's amazing
dear me, chasing after happiness
just by meeting today, a day full of love
if it's now, no more, no pressure
if it's now, no more, no pressure
the most precious things are always what's closest
they see you struggling
"don't worry about it
this negativity is where i belong" —
there's people who say stuff like that, me too
so let's play a loud song
so that even the loneliest of us dance
sad, painful, beautiful
because they're all mine
don't mind, because the unpredictable future
is always a blank canvas
alright, it's up to us,
being anything we want to be now — it's amazing
dear me, chasing after happiness
just by meeting today, a day full of love
if it's now, no more, no pressure
if it's now, no more, no pressure
the most precious things are always what's closest
after the rain, when the sky is clear
can i look at my face in a puddle and smile?
on a night where the hands of the clock rush me and i'm staggering
i suddenly realize i'm rushing
wanting to be happy, clinging to ideals,
spilling from my palms every time i do
now i realize how precious these ordinary feelings are, but
no pressure
dear me, chasing after happiness
just by meeting today, a day full of love
if it's now, no more, no pressure
if it's now, no more, no pressure
the most precious things are always what's closest
the most precious things are always what's closest
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